Raxil

Welcoming the New Year!

2010-01-06T23:23:59Z

I guess me posting on a regular basis kinda died, huh? Ohh well. I wont make any promises this time. Because I'll probably just say it and then disappear for a few months like I always do. But anyways....Merry Christmas! Happy New Year! I know I'm a little late, but it's the meaning that counts, yes? I had a really nice Christmas. I spent Christmas Eve at my boyfriend's sister's house. Then Christmas day my boyfriend and uncle came over and my mother made a nice supper for everyone. It was delicious! My sister, who is a vegetarian, was making faces the entire time because my uncle thought it would be funny to set the huge plate of turkey in front of her. xD My family eats turkey for most holiday meals. I have no idea why. As far as gifts go, I got a lot of cash and gift cards. I also got a few small, random things like Green Tea scented lotion and Tinkerbell stationary. I love Tinkerbell! xD Ohh, I got a ton of chocolate, too. Mmm, chocolate! ♥
New years was good too. I hung out with my boyfriend and sister. We just watched movies and watched the ball drop New Years Eve. New Yeas day, I hung out with my boyfriend and we had some fun....Ya know, 'fun' fun. x3
The new year has been good so far. My sister has gone back to school as of Monday, and I'm still off for another three weeks. Almost. I go back January 24th. I'm spending the week at my dad's place. It's nice, I get to see him and my grandma. And he has wireless net! Yay! So I can use my laptop. I dont have any net at my mom's place, and my boyfriend only has wired. No wireless. I miss my boyfriend a lot, but I'll get to see him next week.
I watched the movie 'Dogma' the other day, and I really liked it. I dont know why I felt the need to share that. Ohh well, I'm gonna go eat now. My grandma made spaghetti and sausage. ♥
Raxil

Turkey Time! ....Again....

2009-11-29T02:05:26Z

Gah! This keyboard is driving me nuts! I'm at my uncle's house for a second Thanksgiving [[I'll explain that in a minute]]. But I was bored so he let me use his computer. The keyboard is curved so all the keys are in the wrong spot. And on top of that, some of the keys are worn away. Good thing I know relatively where everything is. But it makes me wonder how often he uses this thing. Let's see how long I last before I just give up trying to type on here.
Yeahh, so I know I said I would explain why we're having a second Thanksgiving in my family. Truth be told, I really have no idea....My family just does things like this....-Shrugs- My boyfriend didnt come, though. He was invited. He SAID he was going to come. And then about an hour before we were supposed to leave, I was at the mall with him and my sister and he announced that he wasnt going to come because he didnt want to deal with the younger kids in the family. So then my boyfriend and my sister started arguing over who I was going to hang out with tonight, without really even asking me. They were both guilt tripping me! So not cool. So I ended up going to the second Thanksgiving thing with my sister, and I told my boyfriend that I would hang out with him after. But it's getting really late....I hope we go soon....
On another note, I bought the South Park movie at the mall today. FYE had a used copy for $6, so I got it. I hope it's in decent condition. I'll have to check when I get home, whenever that is. >.< So I cant really stand typing on this keyboard anymore! Not for longer stuff like this. I'm gonna go back to chatting on DA now.
Peace!
Raxil

Happy Turkey Day!

2009-11-27T05:19:24Z

Heyy everyone! Hope you all had a happy Thanksgiving! I certainly did! I ate a lot of delicious food and watched a movie with my dad and boyfriend. The movie was Blood Diamond, and it was really violent but really good. I'm like, really tired from the turkey....-Yawns and lays his head on the table- I'm sitting in the kitchen watching TV with my dad and grandma. I'm thinking about about having another piece of pie but I've already had so much food already....But it looks so good....-Mouth waters- I should stop talking about pie now because it's making me want it more.
Hmm, you know whats really good? Raspberry Iced Tea. I want some. Gawd, is all I can talk about food? I must be hungry. Or bored. I tend to talk about food when I'm bored. It's a problem sometimes, because I'm gonna get fat one of these days....OTZ
Alright, I dont really have anything important to say so I'm gonna stop talking now. Happy Thanksgiving!
Raxil

Forks are your friends....

2009-11-24T00:03:42Z

Pffft. Today was....Well I dont quite know how to describe today. I was quite annoyed this morning because my mother refused to understand that I couldnt go to the loans office if it was closed. It ended up being open, though, so that was good. I was able to get my forms in and everything, which was good. So I called my mom to tell her that everything turned out okay, and we ended up talking for about an hour. I dont recall ever talking to her that long in my life. And it was a scream-free conversation! No fighting at all. It was a little strange to me, but definitely nice.
GAH! My nose is bleeding! That's never happened before! -Spazzes- I dont have any tissue or anything! All I've got are these rough paper towels....It's not like, gushing blood or anything, though, so I guess they'll be alright. Typing one handed is annoying....! xD
Aww crap! I forgot to go down to the dining hall for supper! I dont know why they close the damn place at 730pm. It's so inconvenient! Some nights, I have class until eight! What am I supposed to do then, huh!? I'll tell you what. I either have to go to the cafe in the student center and buy food, or just not eat. I bet they do that on purpose so they can make more money. [['Cause the food in the dining hall is included in tuition if you live on campus. You just have to show your campus ID.]] I usually just dont eat. Or I eat something I have stashed away in my room. Usually ramen, but that gets boring pretty fast. Speaking of ramen, last night I made some and I was all set to eat it when I realized I didnt have a fork. I ended up having it eat it with a plastic butter knife. That was an interesting experience. But hey, whatever works, right? That's pretty much all I have to say for now.
Peace!
Raxil

Dont you just hate thinking up clever titles?

2009-11-23T00:11:56Z

I'm posting two days in a row!? I'm on a roll! Lets just see if I can keep this up. Hmm, I have no idea what to talk about....Ohh well! -Shrugs- Thanksgiving break is coming up, I'm pretty excited about that. I'm going to be spending it with my father, sister, grandmother, and boyfriend. I feel kinda bad because I told my mom a while ago that I'd be spending Thanksgiving with her, but then my sister told my dad that she was going to his place for the holiday! I didnt want to be separated from her and I know my boyfriend probably wouldnt come if I went to my mom's, so I had to tell her that I would be going to my dad's place instead. I couldnt COMPLETELY ditch on her, though, so we're still going to have a Thanksgiving meal together. It just wont be on Thanksgiving. It'll probably be the day after. Hopefully that means my sister will be able to eat with us too. I think my mom will have other guests on Thanksgiving, though, so she wont be alone then either.
But seriously, I'm pretty excited about having time off of school, seeing my family, stuffing my face with delicious food, and having wireless internet, if only for a few days. Seriously, the campus internet is so irritating at times! It'll be nice to be able to watch South Park without it stopping to buffer every few minutes. Once it took over an hour to watch what would have been a 20 minute episode if it had just played all the way through without buffering! GAH!
You know what? I really need a scanner. I have so many drawings that need to be scanned! As of now, I have to resort to taking horrible quality photos of my art with my cell phone in order to upload it to my Deviant Art page. I've been told I'll be getting a scanner for the holidays this year, though. THERE IS HOPE! Not that anyone really cares or anything. I just felt like sharing.
In other news, my ears are still messed up. It feels like they have fluid in them, but no doctor I've been to has been able to fix it. Ohh well, at least it doesnt hurt. Hmm....I want more emotes for my MSN. I really love them. I'll have to look for some tonight.
Hmm, I guess I found something to talk about after all! Now I'll have to come up with a title....Titles are so hard! Anyways, that's enough of my pointless jabbering.
Peace!
Raxil

Slash your fandom, not your wrists!

2009-11-22T00:43:02Z

Wow, how long has it been this time? Seven months!? But no worries, I'm back! Half of you are probably sitting there thinking, 'He's back....For all of two journals before he abandons us again!' and the other half of you are probably thinking, 'Raxil....Who is this guy again....?'
I'm doing that thing again where I assume for a moment that people read this. You know what I just realized? If no one reads this, it really doesnt matter if I say that no one reads it because no one will see it but me, and I already know. Did that make any sense to anyone? I'm not even sure if I understood what I just said....! SO ANYWAY. I noticed that writing a journal here takes MUCH longer when I'm not in school, because school blocks most of the sites I go on at home. So when I'm home, I keep getting distracted by MSN and DeviantArt and all those other super awesome sites that I'm addicted to. If I was in school, I'd be done with this by now. But I'd much rather be distracted by awesome people than finish this quickly.
Speaking of school, I FINALLY GRADUATED! I had to wear one of those cap and gown things. My gown was way too big on me. The thing ate me, I swear! And the cap was weird to wear. I felt like it was going to fall off my head at any given moment, but luckily it stayed on. I looked so stupid! The ONLY reason I walked was because both of my parents asked me too. I know, lame excuse. I'm chock full of 'em! Yeah....Back to what I was saying! I had to sit in the gym there while they called every single name in the graduating class. It took forever! I'm near the end, so I had to sit there nervously for over an hour. And then when it was finally my turn, my shoes were so loud! They echoed around the entire gym every time I took a step. No one else's shoes did that! But at least I didnt trip this time, like I did during my middle school graduation. Well, I didnt trip during the walking part, anyway. I fell down the stairs on the way back out to the car, though. That happens a lot. I should really learn to watch my step. Watch me fall again as soon as I get up....
So it was really weird to think that I'm done with high school, that I'll never go back. But I'm in university now! I'm so glad I got in! Adjusting to life on campus is so hard! My roommates are....Meh. I guess they're alright. I dont really like two of them. But I have four. We have this huge apartment thingy. I love it. And I dont have classes until noon! So I get to sleep in everyday. It's amazing.
So I've developed this total obsession of South Park. You know, the TV show? It's so funny! But you want to know what else? This may weird some people out, so viewer discretion is advised. Hah, I sound like a movie preview. Okay, seriously. I love South Park slash. You know, deciding that all the characters are gay and in love with each other? Yeah, I do that. Obsessively. And yes, I am aware that they are nine. BUT since the show first aired in 1997 and they were eight then, they must be at least eighteen now because more than ten years have passed. Dont you love my logic?
Well that's about all I have to say for now. I'll try not to forget about this place for months at a time again. Yeah, that's why so much time passes between journals. I forget to come here. I know, I suck.
Peace!
Raxil

Two more for ya.

2009-04-09T16:26:39Z

Meh. The day is passing really slowly. Probably seems that way because it's the day before Spring Break starts. Most of my classes did absolutely nothing of intrest or importance. And they seemed to take twice as long as they usually do. I only have two classes left after this one though, so hopefully I will make it through the day. -Looks down at the clock- I've still got about 10 minutes to go in this period, though, so I must find something to say....Oh! I know something! I gave Misty and Cooper the gift of life!! ....Kinda. I created some children for them. I dont know if I'm going to give them the children yet, though. I would have to make Misty and Cooper older....-Ponders- Meh, I can think on it for a while. Back to the kiddies! There are two of them, a male and a female. Neither one of them have names yet, but I'm working on that. The female has black fur like her father and blue eyes like her mother. She has dark red hair and a style to match her parents. She's 13 years old. Her brother has gray fur and blue eyes, both traits from his mother. His hair is also red and his style is a little more skater than his parents and sister. He's 13 as well. Yup, they're twins! Fraturnal, obviously. Aww, they're so cute! Maybe I will show them to you one day. Ohh, and after thinking about it, I think I will give MIsty and Cooper their lovely children right away. Wow, that took all of 5 minutes for me to decide. Misty and Cooper are now both 29 years old. Yea, they were teenagers....Time for me to get going. Have a lovely day.
Raxil

Random Life Stuff, and new characters

2009-04-07T16:26:10Z

Rawr....I am, once again, bored as hell. I'm bored 99.9 percent of the time these days. Even when I'm not in school. There is absolutely nothing to do around where I live, so everyday it's the same routine of going to my boyfriend's place, trying to amuse myself on his computer while he plays some game on his xbox until around supper time, then, if I'm lucky, he stops playing long enough for us to eat together. If I'm REALLY lucky, he doesnt go back to his game after supper and we watch something on T.V together. But usually that doesnt happen. I spend most of my time on a site called GaiaOnline, cause I'm lame like that. I actually have a lot of fun. I role play a lot there, and hang out around the art freebie threads because, as I'm sure I have mentioned before, I absolutely LOVE getting art of my original characters. I also spend a lot of time on Deviant ART. Lots of great artists there. Some of them do art for me. n.n I have recently started watching TV shows on the computer as well. I'm a huge fan of watching a series from episode one of season one all the way through to the last episode of the current season. I am currently watching [[and obsessing over]] Dr. Who, and I recently finished watching Torchwood [[Which I loved so much that I am watching it again with my sister]]. I watched them backwords, though. I should have watched Dr. Who first because Torchwood is a spin off series of Dr. Who and I get things now that I didnt get before as I watch Dr. Who. For the record, I love David Tennant and John Borrowman. They're both amazing actors, and pretty too....-Waits to be clubbed- But anyway....I'm a fan of British T.V shows that have action, adventure, and a little bit of romance and sci-fi mixed in. <33
-Looks down at the clock- Dammit! I still have 25 minutes left in this block! For once in my life, I dont have anything to do. Well, nothing I can do at the moment, anyway. I have math class after this, and then another study period. Hopefully I wont die of bordem until after I get home, that way no one will have to drag my body all the way back to my house.
Alright, well I guess I can kill some time talking about my two newest original characters....Has anyone noticed that I use four dots instead of three when I write '....'? I dont know why I do that. I always have, and probably always will. It just appeals to me more for some reason. Anyway, back to what I was saying. My two newest characters. They're both furries [[If you dont know what that is, look it up! ....Or you could ask me, I'll probably tell you.]] The first is a male German Shepard named Cooper. He's 18 years old [[Like me]] and he's got a sort of punk/"emo" style. He has an industrial piercing in his right ear, and two lip piercings, spider bites. He's got black hair with dark red streaks going through it and brown eyes. Despite the common steriotype, he is usually smiling and quite happy. He isnt violent, and doesnt like fights, but he could hold his own if he ever needed too.
The other is a female Huskey named Misty. She's Cooper's girlfriend. Her style is similar to his. She loves fishnet and usually wears a skirt. She has two star tattoos, one on each side of her stomach, right above where her hips connect. She has four piercings in each ear, two on the outer edge and two on the inner edge. She also has her right eyebrow and belly pierced. She's also smiley and happy. Unlike Cooper, though, she doesnt hesitate to fight whenever someone pisses her off or provokes her. She wins almost all the time. Misty is the dominant one in the relationship. She has dark red hair. The color matches that of Cooper's streaks. Her eyes are bright blue.
Well, thats about all I have to say for now. The bell is going to ring soon.
Raxil

Random Stuffies

2009-04-06T16:25:00Z

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Bored as hell today. It's wet outside. I cant tell if the rain has stopped or if it's still drizzling. Either way, I like the weather today. I'm not really a fan of sunshine. It's too hot. I have to babysit for a few hours when I get home, but then I get to walk in this amazing weather to my boyfriend's house. Hmm, I'm still with John, miraculously. We've been fighting a lot lately, but I think we can work things out. I hope we can, anyway. It's been almost four years now [[April 23 will make it so]], so some fighting is to be expected.
I have about five minutes left in this block and nothing to do. Well....I should probably be doing the math homework I didnt do as I have the class next period, but I dont think I have the time now and besides, he hardly ever checks. Watch today be the day he does check. That always happens to me. I have an English paper due on Thursday. I have it all written except my conclushion. And I need a title, which I am having loads of trouble trying to come up with. Well, I suppose I should go try to think of one....
Raxil

Fun With Fonts!

2008-12-12T16:31:38Z

Rawr. I'm like, so bored right now. For the first time in a while, I have no homework to do during this block. I forgot my book at home so I cant read either. So I have come to post an enrty for your reading pleasure! Not that you people care if I post. I'm sure no one reads this. But I like writing them so I refuse to stop! Hmm....I kinda feel like making the text all funky today. I've never done that before. Look! Bold! Italic! Underline! -Laughs- I think I will center this whole thing at the end too. Maybe make it a different color if I remember. -Spins around in the computer chair- I'm so happy it's Friday! I dont have to get up early for school in the moring. I was sad this morning because it was raining last night. Dounpour is more accurate. And the streets were flooding and there were small rivers everywhere. It was supposed to freeze and get really icy, but it didnt. Actually, it did but not nearly as icy as it was supposed to get and they were able to melt it with salt in time for school. We didnt even get a delay! My friend came over last night though and we made cookies from scratch, so eating one of them for breakfast cheered me up. He makes really good cookies....Now I want one but I have to go to P.E. in a few minutes, then math where I have a big test, then another study block. THEN I get to go home. Hopefully my siblings didnt eat all of my cookies by the time I get home. And I hope they didnt mess up my room cause I cleaned it spotless last night. Well, time for P.E.!
Peace.
Raxil

Art To Save Your Soul. Seriously. Give Me Some Or I Will Eat You.

2008-11-19T16:32:00Z

I want to start off by saying that if anyone actully takes the time to read my blog, you should stop wasting your time and go do something productive. No, i'm kidding. If you enjoy reading my pointless randomness and ranting, who am I to stop you? In fact, I would be flattered if anyone reads this. But back to my point. To anyone reads this, I have a favor to ask of you. If you people have any artistic talent whatsoever, be it photoshop skills or with a pencil and markers [[Or whatever else you may use]], I would really love some art of my Original Characters. I have 11 of them and counting, so there is plenty to go around. So if anyone is interested, please let me know and I will send you some reference pictures and stuff. No that thats over with.....-Sprawls out on the floor- GAH! It's only Wednesday! This week seems to be dragging on and I just want it to end! I need the weekend! I need to sleep in!.......Okay, sorry....I'm done now. I'm sick again. It really sucks. Then again, I have been sick since last Wednesday so i'm getting a little better. I didnt miss any school this time because I dont want to fall behind. I should have stayed home though. I have cold symptoms, sore throat, coughing, nausia, and I threw up once. But whatever. I'm on my way to being all better and thats all that matters. This class is almost over. >> I have PE again today and I dont want to go! Hopefully we will be doing something easy. On the upside, i'm feeling pretty random right now so.....-Jumps up on a table and dances- I gotta get ready to leave now. Peace out!
Raxil

My Return Policy, Suckish Computers, And Fail Classes

2008-11-14T16:32:38Z

Wow I havent written anything here in a while.....It's been almost a year....But fear not loyal fans, for I have returned! Wow....That was REALLY lame....Oh well! I probably dont have any 'loyal fans' anyways. My entries are pretty pointless and random. They're fun to write though. And to read again later. Take 5 minutes ago, for example. Before I started writing this entry, I looked back on my old entries and read them all. They made me smile. They were just so random and great. And the stupid little mistakes that I didnt catch the first time around with seplling and grammer! They just made me laugh. I bet this entry is full of stupid mistakes. I wont see them until this time next year when I am reading back again. Wanna know something? This computer doesnt have Firefox on it. Only Internet Explorer. And Internet Explorer doesnt have spell check! It's so fruserating! I hate this computer. It's the one with the keybord that the keys stick really bad. I cant bring myself to use any other computer though. It's weird. Everytime I come in here [[I'm in the Career Center at my school]] I get on this same computer. Oh well, I guess I'm just too used to it. I like sitting here too. I can see the clock on the wall. Even though there is a clock on the computer....Maybe I like being able to see the door so I know who comes in and who leaves. I like knowing who is around me all the time. I didnt get any work done today....Ohh well, it's Friday. I have all weekend. I have to research the Lindy Chamberlain case for my forensics class. Thats the one where she's all like, "A dingo ate my baby!" So....yea....Just thought I'd share that. The bell is gonna ring soon. -Sigh- I have PE next period. I dun wanna go! I hate PE! But I dont want to be marked as skiping, so I better go. Luff you all!
Raxil

Strangeness...Raxil Wants A Cookie...

2007-12-12T17:56:08Z

Heyy people! You know I just realized that I havent posted here in a while...*smacks self* Anyway, I was so tired when I woke up this morning...I had to tell myseld that there was only one week of school left before winter brek and that still didnt get me up. That trick usually works too...Anyway, I finally did get up when I imagened the screaming match that would occur if I missed my bus. I always lose that fight and I usually get my laptop taken from me for the night so I decided to just drag my ass out of bed instead of having to go through all of that. My mother doesnt listen to a word anyone else says when she argues and she always had to be right no matter how rediculous her argument is. So thats that. I cheered up a little bit when I got to school though because my homeroom teacher brought breakfast for his class and I got to eat some. Yay! Thats about it on that subject. I went to the mall last night instead of doing my homework. I had to do my math homework during my history class. My history teacher was awesome about it and he let me do it. Yay! Well, thats pretty much all I have to say for right now...I love you all!! Sorry, im in a strangly happy mood...Dunno where it came from...Anyways, I will shut up now. Bii!
Raxil

Bad Day, Good Food

2007-12-05T15:21:28Z

Rawr! Im alive and out of bed so its a good day. Yea...Im pretty content today. Not too shabby. Im in kind of a random mood so if I dont make sense today, now you know why! I got Chinese food for supper last night and it was really good! I have mentioned this before but im gonna say it again. I love Chinese food! Its the best food on the face of the planet [out of all the foods I have tried anyways...I cant really say its the best ever because I havent tried every type of food out there]! So that made me happy yesterday because I was not very happy before. I had to finish a biology test so I stayed after class for about 5 minutes. [Bio is my last period class]. So I finished up the test and handed it in. By the time I had gathered up my stuff and gotten out of the classroom, it was about 10 minutes after school had ended. I wasnt worried because my busdriver is late everyday. [and when I say late I mean at least 15 minutes late.] She has been late everyday this year so far...except for yesterday! Go figure, huh? The one day im a few minutes late getting out there, she comes on time. And the busses have to wait 10 minutes after the last bell rings to give the students a chance to go to their lockers! So I got outside just in time to see the back end of my bus as it turned out of the school driveway. So I was kinda pissed about that. Then, as if missing my bus wasnt bad enough, when I went to go back into the school I found the door to be locked! I saw two girls coming out of the bathroom across the hall from the door so I banged on it but they payed no mind and just walked away. It was freezing yesterday too! And I didnt have a coat. So I had to walk around the outside of the school and try all of the doors. All were locked except the last one that I tried [duh!] and that happened to be the door next to the first one I had originally come out of. If I had just gone the other way, I would have saved so much time and so much heat...So then I went into the office to call my mother for a ride home [because my cell phone is dead and lost] but she wasnt home. My grandmother wasnt home either so I had to call my boyfriend and wait for him to get home [he was on the bus with his call] then I had to wait for him to get back to the school with his truck. [school is about 30 minutes from our houses.] I had to sit in the freezing cold cordoor for 45 minutes and wait for him. Im just glad he was able to come get me. I ♥ him!!! So seeing him and eating Chinese food was able to make me happy again. Thats pretty much it...Luff you guys!
Raxil

Funny Things Happen With Friends....

2007-12-03T18:00:15Z

Rawr! What is up? Last night there was a huge ice storm where I am and everything was compleatly iced over. Too bad for us, the snow plow crew that we have was able to get sand and salt out on the roads and school was not cancelled. We did have a late opening though and I got to sleep in an extra hour and a half. Im pretty happy about that because I didnt get to bed until after 1 am last night because I wanted to see the end of a movie that I was watching on tv. So yea, it all worked out. In other news, a friend of mine thought I was drunk last night. I wasnt though. I was just in a really silly mood. We were talking online and some of the things I said led him to beleive that I was. Its alright though because I am going to explain it to him tonight and hopefully he will beleive me. If he doesnt, thats fine too because he doesnt really care if I get drunk or not, as long as it doesnt get me into trouble. =] But again, I wasnt drunk, just really happy and goofy because I had just spent time with my boyfriend. He always puts me in a good mood. And before your mind goes wild, we werent having sex! Just hanging out, watching a movie and throwing popcorn at eachother. His mother wasnt too happy about the popcorn being every where but I cleaned it up after so its all good. Thats about all I have to say for now so peace out!
Raxil

Siblings Can Be Awful...Not Mine! ♥

2007-11-29T15:21:46Z

Yo, im like, really happy today! Not sure why but whatever! Yaa hoo! *laughs* Sorry, im in a good mood. I am a little bored though. Ohh! Im so proud of my little sister! She is just like me when I was her age. Now most people would look at that as a bad thing...I like it though. Even though I do things that are not very good, I do them because thats who I am. [Im not on drugs or anything like that. Dont worry there.] I like who I am and I do these things not for attention but just to see if I can. Im very competitive with myself. [not with other people though.] But whatever. Im a bad influence I guess. *laughs* Yay! Support rebels! Thats a great word for me! Im a rebel. :P Chyea! Im proud of my little sister and I dont care what my mother thinks of that. As long as she stays away from drugs and alcohol, doesnt dress and/or act like a whore, and doesnt become suicidal or a cutter, I will always be proud of her. I hope she knows that. I love her sooo much! We arent typical siblings. We are really close and hardly ever fight. When we do fight, its over something really stupid [example: my head was on her bed last night and she accidently kicked me. We argued about whos fault it was...yea, we share a room.] We will fight for a few minutes then all of a sudden we will stop, look at eachother, and burst out laughing! Its the best! =] So my sister rocks, thats all I gotta say today.
Raxil

Strange Disapearences...

2007-11-27T17:19:27Z

Gah! Okay, I must have started and re-started typing this entry five or six times. It just didnt sound right to me. I like things to sound correct...Anyway, im freaking out right now because im in the career center [at my school] right now and im not supposed to be here. [I hope no one looks over my shoulder and sees what im writing...] Yea, im supposed to be in my first aid class right now. Im not purpously skipping class! Get that idea out of your head right now! I needed to use the restroom so I went during passing time. I do that all the time and I am always able to get back to my first aid class before the bell rings. Everything would have been just fine if I didnt run into that guy...I mean literaly run into him...! I turned the corner on my way out of the bathroom and there he was...I didnt realize until it was too late that he was there and I crashed into him. The jolt and surprise caused me to drop everything I was carrying. [Good thing I only had a textbook, agenda, notebook, and a folder wih me...but the folder had TONS of papers in it...Like every paper a teacher had given me for the past three monthes...] My papers went everywhere! Im really glad he helped me pick them up. Not only did the bell ring while we were picking things up [making us both late for class] but I also felt a little awkward and stupid for running into him like that. *sighs* I guess thats life though...But that doesnt explain why I am here instead of first aid class. I went to the classroom where that class starts everyday. When I got there, I found the door loked. I know that it locks automaticly sometimes so I knocked. After about thirty seconds, I hadnt got an answer so I knocked again. I waited a little longer and still no one answered. I think at that point it was pretty safe to say no one was in there. I know that most days our teacher only takes attendance in that room and then we go down to the old PE gym. I walked all the way across the school to the old PE gym, only to discover that it too, was locked. I looked in through the window and saw that there was a class in there, but it wasnt mine. Just to make sure, I knocked on those doors until someone let me in and asked the teacher that was in there if he knew where my class was. He didnt know. There was only one more place I knew of that they might be. I walked across the hall to the health classroom. At the start of the year we used to go in there a lot. The health room was empty though. I know that I could get in huge trouble if I was caught not in class. Since I have a better chance of being discovered if I was wandering abound the halls, I went into the career center. And thats where I am now...HUZAH!!! *laughs* Today the core classes went to see Beowulf so he will probably just assume I was with them. Thats about all I have to say...except for the fact that I hate this computer because the keys on the key bored stick really bad so its kinda hard to type...Yea...alright, now im done talking.
Raxil

An Excuse To Get Out Of Class And Have Some Fun!

2007-11-26T17:45:08Z

So I just got back from the movies. My english class went to see the movie Beowulf. It was an awesome movie and I got to miss four classes. Im pretty happy right now. The theater smelled odd though. It was like a mixture of oranges and popcorn. A lot of people liked it but I didnt. I think the oranges must have been someones shampoo or body spray or something because the smell followed us onto the bus. [we brought the popcorn home because everyone loves movie theater popcorn!] Well, thats all I really have to say for now. I love my shoes...that was random...but I do! They are black and heavy and clunky! Like boots only shorter...[they dont go up as high...they stop where sneakers stop.] Enough of my pointless rambling! ♥ [that heart is my favorite!] NOW im done! Promise! Love you all!
Raxil

Short And Sweet

2007-11-21T14:20:58Z

Woo! I am really happy today because we have a shortned school day [due to Thanksgiving] and mt prison sentence [me being grounded] ended today! Not really much to say except that im really happy! Oh and I got that essay in on time! Go me! *victory dance* Well thats all. I know, im lame! Have a great Thanksgiving everyone!
Raxil

The Tragety Play That Is My Life

2007-11-19T17:53:38Z

I hate today! I hate my life! It has been so horribly altered from what it used to be! I wish I could just re write my life. It's just as horrible as some bad play. I wish I could make it into a comedy, instead of the tragety that it is now. Last year was perfect. I had the perfect grades, the perfect classes, the perfect boyfriend, the perfect amount of time, the perfect motivation. Now everything has crashed and it seems like I cant do anything right. My relationship with my mother is becoming worse and worse as time goes on and try as I might, I cant seem to fix it. I dont know why! I try to be nicer to peopke but I cant seem to do it. I always end up yelling at everyone and becoming extremely frusterated over every little thing. I know the problem is compleatly mine. Its saddening. I wish I wasnt so angry all the time. One of these days my anger is going to get the better of me and I am going to do something I might regret. *sigh* And I feel so hopeless all the time. I try telling myself that things will get better, but they arent getting better! There is this kid that I talk to that is depressed all the time. I want to help him because I really care about him but how can I convince him that life goes on and gets better if I dont even beleive it myself? I know the answer...I cant. And our problems are pretty much the same. The internet. That is a huge problem in my life. I am totally and compleatly addicted to the internet. Addiction is bad. No matter what it is that you are addicted to, its bad. I spent ten straight hours on the computer last Saturday. I didnt get any work done. This is why I am slipping in school. I cant get good grades if I dont do the work! My mother drew the line this morning when I refused to get out of bed due to the fact that I was so tired from staying on the internet until after midnight. I was an hour late to school. She limited my computer time to one hour a day. And im not allowed on it at all for two days. But you know what? Even though I need to be limited, I do think one hour is not enough time. I think as long as I get all my homework done and I am in bed by ten pm, I should be able to have as much time as I want online. I would come off to have dinner with the family too if it was made. She said she would think about it. That seems fair to me because the people I talk to live all over the globe and sign online at different times. There is one girl that dosnt sign on until midnight my time so I would only get one message from her a day. But thats just something im going to have to get used to. I hope she agrees to this comprimise. Another thing that is worring me is my boyfriend. We have been together for almost three years now and he swears he loves me. I dont know though. I love him with all my heart and soul but I dont know. It seems like he loves me back but he gets pretty upset when I dont want to get physical with him. [sex, for all you slow people.] Im not really into that. He says he needs it. Im afraid he is going to start to look elsewhere fo it because I dont give it to him. There are reasons why im not into it that I am not going to go into right now. Im just afraid that the love of my life is going to leave me because I wont screw him everynight. He confuses love with lust [he thinks there must sex in order to be love] because of the way he was raised. But anyway, thats my tragety play of a life. I want to change it so in the end everyone is laughing instead of everyone dying. I dont know how to do that though. Being in high school sucks! I wish I could start this year over again. And erase the book 1984. [Hated that book with a passion!]
Raxil

First Period History...

2007-11-16T17:55:40Z

Hello people! My history class was really amusing today. First period history this year is one of my favorite classes. The people in that class make it so I want to come to class everyday just to hear the comments that are going to be made. The teacher is also the football coach and a couple of his players are in my class. There is this one guy in the class that is really amusing. Im not saying his name...we will call him....*thinks for a second* Kermit! [there is a "history class stroy" behind that name but we will save that for another time.] So coach and Kermit have the kind of relationship where they are always making fun of eachother in a friendship kinda way. Like light teasing. Its really funny listening to them go back in forth with eachother during class. Sometimes coach even makes the teasing into a lesson. Like I remember a few weeks ago, they were arguing about the sweatshops in other countries. Kermit didnt want to beleive that something that terrible existed so he kept saying that they didnt exist. Coach was insidting that they did. That night on the news, there was a report on sweatshops on [funny how things work out, huh?] so coach taped it and the next day we watched it during class. It was a nice break and a good lesson. Kermit felt really bad about wearing Nike shoes after that so he took them off. Coach made him put them back on because [and im quoting] "your feet smell like the guys locker room after practice." The look on Kermits face was priceless! Another big thing with Kermit and coach is basketball. Every friday coach lets every student in the class take five shots to try to get a soft ball into a mini basketball net. If a student makes a shot, that student goes to the next round. After everyone has their five shots, the students that made a shot get another five shots and it keeps going like that until only one person is left. If no one makes the shot, everyone in that round gets to shoot again. Its fun. The last two people every week are always Kermit and coach. Its really funny. Kermit always says "Your small" to coach. All the time. Its really funny. Well thats about all I have to say right now. Happy Friday!
Raxil

Rain Makes Me Sleepy...Strangeness Is Awesomeness!

2007-11-15T15:39:18Z

Hello guys. Today is...blah...yea, thats pretty much how I can describe today. [notice my mood kitty] It's dark and rainy around here. Dont get me wrong, I do love the rain but today it's just dragging on and making me really lazy. Yesterday I woke up a little bit late and missed the bus Im supposed to catch to get to school. [because i dont drive yet.] My muscles were hurting me a lot so my mother let me stay home from school [it's a miracle] and I went back to sleep until one in the afternoon. My mother actually woke me up at that point because she had to go to a conference at my brothers school and I had to baby sit the three young ones. The oldest boy was being a real brat but the two younger ones were angels. I guess thats the way it goes. Today I woke up late again but not so late that I missed my bus. I had to dress quickly and skip breakfast but I made it. I am just really lucky that my bus comes by my house twice [I live right before a fork in the road so in order to go down both sides of the fork, the bus has to pass by my house twice.] It works out really well when I am running a few minutes late. So im already in a pretty flustered mood before school even starts. I go all the way to my homeroom this morning and sit down. My teacher waits until I open my manga and start reading to inform me that we dont have homeroom at the regular time due to report cards. [homeroom is between second and third period on days when we get our progress reports or report cards.] So I had to pack up my stuff again and walk across the school to my first period class. When I get there [just as the bell was ringing...Im really lucky I wasnt late] our teacher passed out a quiz. Since I wasnt in school yesterday, I had no idea we had a quiz today. Even though our quizes are open notes, it didnt really make a difference because not only did I not have the notes from yesterday [because of my absence], I didnt have my binder either. Because I was running late, I left more than half of my school stuff at home. So I had to do this quiz from memory [witch I dont think I did too too bad but we will see when he returns the grades.] So thats that. Then, during my second period class, the teacher was reviewing the new material that we learned yesterday. [the class was algebra.] I didnt learn it because I wasnt here so of course I was really confused the whole class. At the end of the class, she announces that we have a quiz on this material tomorrow. How rude! We have known this for a day now. And I dont even know what on earth to do! I dislike equations and the many different ways to solve them. *dies* So...yea...I better hope I can figure this out tonight. This brings us to my third period class, english. Now I have said before that english isnt one of my favorite classes. That paper that we have to write...I am so lost when it comes to that...I dont even know where to begin! I have a conference with her tomorrow during my lunch block so hopefully that will help. And that brings us to forth period...here I am! Yipp, its forth period right now. Im in resource...this is what I do. I use the computer all block. Its a way for me to vent. I only have it every other day though. I have PE the other days. Not that you people really care...or do you...? o.0 *laughs* Yea, this is me today. Its the rain I tell you, THE RAIN!!! *awkward silence* Okay...that was odd...*shrugs* Oh well! Im odd. I guess thats what makes me me! My weirdness seperates me from the rest of the world. It I wasnt strange, I would be the same. If everyone was the same the world would be one big blod of boringness. That would really suck. This world needs odd people! And everyone is odd in their own way. Thats what makes this world rock s hard. You never know what you are gonna get. Well I guess writing this worked. Im not so flustered and upset anymore. Im thinking more positive now! Hopefully the rest of the day will run smoothly. Love you all!
Raxil

Friendship Is Way Cooler Than Video Games...Video Games Still Rock Though!

2007-11-13T17:52:57Z

Hello people! Im extremely happy right now. Im still a little stressed but mostly happy. Last Friday, I was reunited with a friend. I had met this person about a year ago on MySpace. I know how that sounds. Sounds like bad news, huh? Well I have met some really nice people on sites like MySpace. [At least I think I have...But dont worry, im not going to go meet any of these people.] Anyway, about five months ago she suddenly stopped signing online. All of her friends [that she knows in real life; they go to school together] also stopped signing on. There are three of them besides her that I also talked to online a lot. [we will call them by their MySpace names because real names are bad...Demyx, Axel, Roxas, and Half...Demyx is the one I was closest with...The original one.] Well I used to talk to them everyday and I got closest to Demyx and Roxas. When all of them never signed on again, I got pretty worried. Last Friday I noticed that Roxas had a link to his real life myspace on his rp page. So I clicked it. And there was his MSN screen name! So I added him to my MSN buddy list and was able to talk to him again later that night for the first time in five months. <3 I was soo happy. I was even happier when he gave me a site that Demyx is using now. I was also able to talk to her. Life is just...YAY! <3 So thats mainly why im happy. School still sucks. Spanish class is still suckish. Report cards Friday. English essay to write. But I made a new friend the other day. My sisters best friend introduced me to him. He is really awesome. I want Guitar Hero 3...Really bad...I should buy it...and I want DDR Supernova 2...Wow...good thing the holidays are coming...Oi....
Raxil

Names...They Can Bite You In The Ass....

2007-11-09T15:38:45Z

Alright guys, im kinda happy today because I have a shortened school day. Yay! You know what I realized though? Mentioning names is not a good thing. Im not sure if I have done it in the past or not but I am going to try not to do it in the future. [Like names of people that I know...thats was in case any one out there wanted to play dumb with me.] But the other day, I was typing one of these journal posts and someone came up behind me and asked if they could read my journal. I gave them the URL to here so now I dont know who else is gonna get it. And its very possible that anyone who knows of this website in my school can randomly stumble in here. I could be in for a rude awakening if someone gets mad or offended or something because I said something about them or someone else that they know. Bad, bad, bad! *hides* Please dont hurt me people! Im just a typical high schooler looking for some form of escape through my blog. And it works! Records bish! *insane smile* ......................Okay, very sorry about that...I want crazy for a second...Im okay now...Well thats about all I have to say for now. Sorry for being boring.
Raxil

Lights Are Awesome...Avenged Sevenfold Is Doubley Awesome...

2007-11-08T15:36:54Z

So last night I was sitting in my room doing my homework. It was getting dark outside and I was having a little trouble seeing so I got up to turn the light on. When I flipped the swich, the light came on for about two point five seconds before shutting off again. I looked over to my clock but that had gone blank as well. My laptop charger wasnt charging and my cell phone charger wasnt working either. I opened my door and was mildly surprised to find the hall light on. My room was the room in the house with no power! Our circuit breaker is in the basement but I hate going down there. Its dark and cold, especially at night. Then I had an idea. I went downstairs and explained to my mother what my issue was and she went down there for me. Yay! I know what you're thinking. I am not lame! Or a scaredy cat! Someone needed to sit upstairs and yell down when the power came back...*hides* Anyway, we got the outlets working but when the power blinked, it burned the light bulb out. Since we dont have any spare bulbs in the house right now, I still dont have light in my room. And I dont have a morror in my bathroom. I ended up getting ready in the hallway outside of my bedroom because I needed the light and the bathroom floor was kinda wet from the shower. So thats my little story. Dont take electricity for granted! It is needed! Another thing...Im a little upset right now. I really love the band Avenged Sevenfold. I know that right now they are on a national tour so just for laughs I went on ticket master to see where they are playing and when. Well I noticed that they are playing in New York two weeks from now. Thats not far from where I live. Not far at all! I clicked the link to get more information just because...I actully dont know why I clicked it...but anyway, I noticed that the tickets were pretty cheap [$32] if there was any left. Just for kicks, I did a ticket search. I searched two tickets in the best available seating...They had them! I had no money in the bank right now so I asked my mother to borrow some. She told me that she just couldnt go into New York right now [witch is understandable, witch is why I wasnt planning on going with her.] I explained that a friend of mine adores Avenged Sevenfold as much as I do and would be so happy to come along. She kept saying she couldnt go into the city! She couldnt wrap her brain around the fact that I wouldnt go with her, but with a friend. [Witch I know is fine because I have gone into the city with a friend alone before for a concert.] By the time I made her understand, she decided that she didnt like the band [and she has never heard them, she was judging them by their stage names and band name] and she wouldnt loan me the money. She told me to go ask my father. Thats her answer for everything. My father already owes her money so I didnt even bother calling him. I got a lecture last time I asked him to buy me a kitty ear hat so I figured concert tickets were out of the question. So sadly im not going to the show. Im so upset about that! Life is really mean sometimes! *dies* Until next time.
Raxil